Big Feelings

The live EP

Recorded in collaboration with fromEarth. Sessions, Garrett Podgorski, and Winnie Liu at BRE's childhood home

Behind the Scenes

With fromearth. Sessions

Talking about the story behind Atomic, For Now, and Heaven Ends at Farewell.

Lyrics

Atomic


The house is up for sale. boxes packed with memories

I hold onto the rail to keep from falling

Back into a time when at least we could pretend

That everything was fine, now we’re watching

This come to an end like it should have

Years before the love went and turned bad

 

No one’s in the ground but something’s dying

If I said I was surprised I would be lying

Even if I could I wouldn’t stop it

There’s nothing like a family that’s atomic

Atomic, atomic, atomic

 

I ventured on my own trying not to repeat

The pattern learned at home, then I met him

A man who’s only kind, the type of love I didn’t believe

That I could ever find, it makes me wonder

If they know that there was something better

Would they even ever been together?

No one’s in the ground but something’s dying

If I said I was surprised I would be lying

Even if I could I wouldn’t stop it

There’s nothing like a family that’s atomic

Atomic, atomic, atomic

 

Now the only life I know is gone

I want to but I don’t want to move on

 

No one’s in the ground but something’s dying

If I said I was surprised I would be lying

Even if I could I wouldn’t stop it

There’s nothing like a family that’s atomic

Atomic, atomic, atomic

 

Now I know that love can be patient

I have a chance, God I will not waste it

If we decide someday that we want it

We will be beautifully atomic

Atomic x 6

Heaven Ends At Farewell
 

There was a moment my dreams came true

Once in a lifetime when I met you

It was only a moment but I still knew

I was forever changed the day that my heart grew

 

Tell me how do I go to sleep at night

Knowing that my whole world is outside of myself

Tell me why I cry thinking about when I die

Not being by your side would feel like hell

Heaven ends at our farewell, heaven ends at our farewell

 

I never knew someday I’d feel like this

Like a hundred years of love live in your kiss

Maybe one day I can explain

How I’ve waited my whole life to know your name

 

Tell me how do I go to sleep at night

Knowing that my whole world is outside of myself

Tell me why I cry thinking about when I die

Not being by your side would feel like hell

Heaven ends at our farewell, heaven ends at our farewell

 

Tell me how do I go to sleep at night

Knowing that my whole world is outside of myself

Tell me why I cry thinking about when I die

Not being by your side would feel like hell

Heaven ends at our farewell, heaven ends at our farewell

For Now
 

We found you on the ledge again

But this aint where the road is going to end

Save your reasons and your goodbyes

It’s ok to cry, it’s ok to cry

This is not the day we’ll say that we remember when

You lost your way we didn’t stay and then we lost a friend

I can feel the pain that lives behind your eyes

It’s ok to cry it’s ok to cry

 

But it’s not over, it’s almost getting good

One step at a time and you’ll look back at where you stood

When you’re older and life has shown you how

Nothing ever lasts forever, this is only just for now

 

The sun is going to rise and the night will disappear

Even when it hurts we will still be here

The world’s a scary place but you’re not alone

And I want you to know, I want you to know

The waves of pain you’re drowning in will subside

Coming up for air you’ll see a little light

You’re longing to escape but feel there’s nowhere to go

Trust me I would know, trust me I would know

 

But it’s not over, it’s almost getting good

One step at a time and you’ll look back at where you stood

When you’re older and life has shown you how

Nothing ever lasts forever, this is only just for now

 

Cause when it’s over and your time has finally come

You’ll cherish all the memories the things you’ve seen and done

You’ll be older and will take your final bow

Wishing life could last forever, but it’s only just for now